listen up.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Imagination going WILD.
it was a booooring day. :/
i got nagged the whole day.
nagging is part of my everyday life.
I hope you know.
That this has nothing to do with you.
It's personal, Myself and I.
the end.
10:13 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Cut all the pain away.
old feelings can be brought back.
maybe its really true.
woke up today.
wasnt feeling too well.
was having a bad headache.
felt really nausea.
and.
i was aching everywhere.
so i decided to stay home the whole day.
dint feel like moving due to the aches and all.
so all i did today beside eating and to the toilet.
i stoned in bed. :/
Hoping everything goes well tomorrow. :(
Ning, i hope your feeling better already.
do take care alright.
worries me.
and.
dont worry.
i'll help you gain back that 2kg if you really want to.
hahas.
wo hui yang ni de bai bai pang pang.
(opps.)
oya,
for those who dont know.
as there's no tag board.
you are allowed to leave comments.
just click on the left hand side below the time.
which says. eg. 0 are hiding.
do leave your comments.
you guys are real childish.
grow up man.
and.
thanks for getting on my nerves today.
you mean so much to me.
that i cant afford to lose you.
the end.
8:59 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
its my second time posting today. :)
Cool!
Singapore is gonna have its very own Ferris wheel.
the Ferris wheel is coming soon!
HIP HIP!
here's an article on it i found today while reading the papers.
( see, i do read papers okay. hahas.)
gosh.
but its costly alright.
its like $29.50 each per person.
its gonna be fun sitting on it.
especially on valentine's day. :)
but.
its just too costly.
ning!
guess we should start saving now. :/
hahas.
Looking forward to it! :)
the end.
3:41 PM
Ning made me do this! :(
According to the rules of the meme:
People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog.
7 weird things about me. :)
1. when im bored. i tend to play with all my soft toys on my bed. (including dressing them up) :)
2. i loved to create a storyline for ernie and bert at ning's place. :)
3. i play imaginary games. eg. softball, basketball, dog and done. :)
4. when im sad i tend to act happy. :)
5. i turn to my toy Sylvester most of the times, when im down. :)
6. i just love to eat. even when im not hungry. (i just feeling like chewing) :)
7. when im watching tv alone, i tend to give comments to myself. :)
im a real weirdo if you guys dont know.
and.
anyone is allowed to do this test.
all are WELCOME! :)
The End!
the end.
2:52 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
Just what am i thinking.
beats me.
dint go to school today.
as.
my whole body is aching now. :/
especially my leg muscles.
im dying of pain. :'(
i dont ask for much.
all i want is love.
the end.
4:09 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
In deep thoughts.
ust what am i thinking.
i must be out of my mind.
HOLIDAY is just a day away. :)
whee~
but.
we'll still be having dance practice.:(
so, no diff.
and
im gonna miss those days with my fellow peer's. :(
but im sure next term its gonna be more fun.
yeah!
Do take care guys! :)
Ning, my dear friend!
DO TAKE LOTSA CARE ALRIGHT.
it worries me to see you like this.
Quick Get Well my dear!
sometimes it's hard.
no matter who you are.
it's life.
and i'm just trying to get it right.
missing you. ):
the end.
9:01 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Life is unfair to all.
your may think im being selfish.
maybe im really am after all.
IM IN PAIN!
I woke up today.
And found myself in serious pain.
my piku was in serious PAIN! :(
So was my lower body.
Its aching like hell now. :/
Especially my leg muscles.
should had done some warm up yesterday before dancing.
regretted.
We still had to walk the whole day. :(
The walking made the aching worse.
thanks to the aching im having difficulty moving around now.
especially sitting and waking.
its pain.
The pain really kills. :'(
Learning journey was boring.
but.
Thanks to my fellow peers’s company.
there was still fun after all! :)
Thanks guys!
Your company made my day. :)
And.
I really appreciated it.
Went par tho-ing after that!
Before that.
Ning waited for me in school for nearly an hour.
as my class was the last.
im sorry ning! :(
we went to catch blades of glory.
And we sat couple seat! :)
People were like staring at us.
they probably thought we were pure les ah.
Hahas.
But.
CHEH!
Couple seat no difference from normal seat de.
Just that it was short of an arm rest in between both seat.
I still thought it would be something special eh.
But still.
I had fun with my laogong today! :)
I just enjoy her every company.
and.
we were ta-haning our pee throughout the whole movie.
how torturing it was. :/
(ning see. I did blog about it. I kept my word. (: )
Okay.
We’ll be getting back our results tomorrow. :(
So fast.
but.
No matter what you guys get.
don’t be too upset alright.
Its not the end yet.
So don’t give up hope.
There’s still end of year to come.
Jiayou! :)
im must be a embarrassment to you.
that you dont wanna acknowledge me.
but.
what have i done?
i dint ask for it.
did i.
what should i do?
just one wrong move.
and.
it'll all be over.
over it would be.
the end.
9:20 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
If only i could be like the rest.
im sick and tired of the prickling feeling it gives.
i hate the sight of needles.
i hate it!
dance is back to its busy busy schedule once again.
i thought after syf.
things would be much easier.
looks like im wrong.
we got only a couple of weeks to complete a dance for arts night.
the steps aint that easy.
its challenging though.
but.
SUPER TIRING.
thanks to it.
im gonna have frequent bad headaches for now.
someone please get panadols ready for me.
im sure i'll be in need of it for the next few weeks.
thanks. :)
you lair!
i hate it when you always lie.
and you just wont admit.
i hate it!
i hate it!
i hate it!
why cant you stop lying and be honest with me for once.
im telling you.
im done.
i had enough with all your nonsenses.
i cant take it anymore.
so.
please leave me alone.
your my sister.
yet you still hurt me badly.
how could you.
i really wanted to hate you.
but.
i just cant bring myself to do it.
cause i still love you jiejie.
you guys were really GREAT.
and.
i really really did appreciate you all being by my side.
but.
the love showered by you all.
just makes me wanna HATE myself even even more as each day passes.
i must say.
im sorry to let you all down.
i know.
like you say.
sorry wont help now.
instead
i should bring myself back together.
but.
i tried. :(
im must say.
im really grateful for all you all had did for me.
and i wanna say.
THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS! :)
and.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
and.
you guys can STOP worrying about me alright.
Huien is getting strong.
i'll be okay.
i wish i could disappear into thin air right now.
the end.
9:40 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
good things come when you least expect them.
is that true?
i could hear laughter and voices around me.
but none was for me.
that was when I found a new friend.
called.
lonely.
Today is Sunday.
Sunday is supposed to be a family day.
right?
yupp.
But.
we RARELY had such days.
never mind.
Woke up late today.
had to rushed to church.
then church ended.
got my lunch from sp's longjohn.
met Emily with xinying.
she was shocked to see me alone.
Emily : Eh, you alone?!
how come?!
me : *stoned. (dint really know how to ans.)
yar.
that was when the thought of.
mi really lonely?
started running through my mind.
I thought about it real looong since then.
and finally came to a conclusion.
maybe.
im not that lonely after all.
as I still got my mp
and you and you with me.
so, its alright. :)
took a 10-15mins of nap before tuition started. :/
after tution.
Mummy FORCED me to go for the neighbour's bbq.
which i dint want to alright.
she was FORCING. :(
forget it.
i surrendered.
and.
just went down.
the bbq was partically ALL GUYS LA.
WTH.
but, HENG.
*song le yi kuo da qi.
i still got my jiejie.
she and i were the only two gals.
besides all the aunties and ah-mas there.
it was totally AWKWARD.
but soon.
the sufferings all ended.
Thank God!
today.
i really tried to care for my sister.
i really tried comforting her.
and tried explaining some stuffs to her.
but all she claims that i was reprimanding her.
FROGET IT! >.<>
not like her's.
SUPERB.
and whenever we get into an argument.
my parents tends to side her.
what about me? :(
nobody cares.
sometimes.
i feel like running away from home. :'(
but.
i know.
thats not the best way to solve it.
i should face it instead.
HuiEn is strong.
i can do it! :)
yeah!!
(encourages myself)
No matter what happens tomorrow.
I’ll still be the happy old me. :)
My life brought unhappiness.
it was a burden to all.
I took another’s life away.
do they actually hate me?
maybe they do.
just that they don’t say.
sometimes I don’t feel belonged.
I feel as if im a stranger.
maybe this is just the way things are.
you know i'll be right here with you
going through all thick and thin.
so.
FRET NOT!
i wont ever leave you till the day you choose to leave me.
the end.
9:35 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
the feeling just comes and goes.
maybe its just not meant to be.
oral today
was kinda bad.
Chinese was first for the day.
i had to go first as mel was late. :/
i was not prepared.
dint have xin li zun bei yet.
i was SUPER nervous.
the reading of passage went okay.
though there were number of words i dint know how to read.
so, i anyhow hump tam.
then it was.
CONVERSATION.
i dint even understand the question.
and.
i straight away went HUH? *stoned.
but zhong laoshi was nice.
she knew i dint understand.
so she started explaining.
she went saying something like.
zhong laoshi : superstar?
ni zhi dao ma?
superstar.
campus superstar.
then i went.
me : orh, superstar! *stoned.
i dint really knew how to answer all the questions. :/
it was English.
Mrs Lian was my invigilator. :/i was kinda nervous.
but not as chinese.
the reading of passage went well. (i guess)
picture!
B-A-D.
was the format changed?
we were being asked questions instead.
we dont just say what we want to say anymore.
she even asked questions like.
how do you think the baby is feeling in the picture?
man.
how would i know.
so i stoned really looong at the picture.
and. Mrs Lian went.
yar, what do you think?
she was waiting for an answer.
so.
i just went.
lost?
(saying SHIT in my heart.)
i dint really know how to answer. :/
conversation was so-so.
okay.
that was all for my oral.
hoping for a pass.
Hope you guys oral went well! :)
Ning!
happy?!
im not that pianxin after all.
so dont be jealous.
hahas.
dont worry too much.
everything would go well. :)
I LOVE YOU~
there's something i wanna ask.
are dreams for real?
do they actually come true?
tell me they dont.
even if its to be a good one.
im scare.
whats happening?
things are getting weirder and weirder.
i woke up in tears for the very first time in all my sleeps i ever had.
i couldnt stop myself from crying.
i had a this dream.
it was
SCARY.
SCARY.
i really mean it.
it wasnt sweet at all.
not even a bit.
what if it was to come true?
or maybe.
its already about to happen.
just that im not aware.
im really scare now.
all i ever wanted is to be friends.
was that too much to ask for?
the end.
10:35 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
its KILLING me.
im losing myself.
im doing stupid things.
things that i actually cant believe i did it.
if only the cuts could ease it ALL.
IM BACK!
exams are FINALLY over.
PHEW!
and.
its PLAY TIME.
whee~
results.
we'll talk about that later.
hahas.
Ning!
cheer up alright.
it sad to see you sad. :(((
dont worry.
you still got ME!
*whispers.
though i know you dont want me.
hahas.
look forward to our next outing!
CHEER UP MY DEAR!
cause.
I LOVE YOU ALRIGHT! :)))
you were really nice to me
and.
i really did appreciate it.
im owing you more and more as each day passes.
and.
i can never repay you back.
there's nothing i can do to return you for all you had done for me.
and i must say.
im really SORRY.
you may hate me.
i wont blame you.
but.
i promise i will always be here when you need me.
and.
i'll always be your good friend.
i promise. :)
no link.
you trusted me so much.
so much that i could never ask for.
but...
i actually betrayed your trust.
im SORRY.
i know no matter how many sorrys i say now.
wont salvage it.
there's no turning back now.
im such a BITCH.
i hate myself.
i feel terrible. :/
oral tomorrow.
all the best to all!
Good Luck! :)
the end.
10:54 PM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
it just hurts and pains me alot.
knowing thats how you actually think. :'(
anyway.
if thats what you wanted.
congrats.
you hurt me.
you did it.
its your victory now.
Exams is this Monday!
man!
im not prepared for it.
still having fever. :(
mind is TOO HOT to absorb anything in.
terrible terrible.
im so gonna flunk every subject.
medicine makes me feel worse.
it doesnt help at all. :/
maybe ice-cream and chocolates are my real medicine after all. :D
hahas.
just kidding.
i know i know.
it will only make me more sick.
so.
i gotta start resisting from all now. :(
okay.
People!!!
no more slacking.
start sticking your butts to the chair.
its MUGGING TIME!
exams is right this MONDAY.
(reminding myself too. heheh)
Wishing all secs 3 ALL THE VERY BEST for the upcoming mid year! :)
Good Luck to all! :)
for those who dont believe in luck.
i wish you all.
The Very BESSST! :)
Mug Hard guys! :D
No stress!
2 weeks and it will be over.
jia you!
see you guys in 2 weeks time.
Take Care My Friends! :D
Especially my DEARS.
dont get too stress up alright. :)
To those who are sick just like me.
hahas.
Quick Get Well! :)
off to mugging!
here i come BOOKS.
whee~
(pretend im looking forward to it. to comfort myself. hahas.) i dont know if i should still care or dont care. :(
you must be mugging hard now.
but.
dont get to stress up alright.
worries me.
dont worry to much.
you can do it! :)
Ducky will be there to help you de-stress.
take care.
the end.
8:36 PM
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
oops. dint scan properly.
never mind.
still can see yarrs.
A Get Well card from my dear dear friends!!!
it was so SWEET of them.
i seriously thought i wont be getting a card again.
cause.
its my second time sick.
hahas.
im weak man.
i fall sick easily.
this i admit.
hahas. A BIGGY THANK YOU TO MY DEAR FRIENDS!
-ning
-lailai
-garfield-quel-ly-ak-yj-janice-lene-ang ang-tania-milo
okay.
hope i dint miss anyone out.
im really sorry if i dint.
Thanks Guys!
I LOVE YOU ALL! :D
and.
I MISS YOU ALL! :(
im coming back tomorrow. :)
whee~
i know you guys miss me too.
hahas.
Thank you gonggong for calling to check if i was okay. :)
i really appreciated it.
thanks you!
and.
I LOVE YOU DEAR! :) Hoping and praying i'll feel much better tomorrow.
the body aches and head aches is killing me. :((
TORTURING!
my throat doesnt feel good too.
it feels like tons of slimy thicky cotton stucked inside.
eeeww.
doctor says my cough is prolonged.
if after a month.
its still this bad.
i would need to go for an x-ray.
*sian face.
but at least.
fever finally went down. :) okay.
guess i shall end now. Get Well those who are sick!! :)
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! :)
BIGGY BEAR HUGS FOR YOU ALL!
though im not a bear.
hahas. Riel!
im glad to hear your okay. :)
be the riel i know.
yeah!
im coming back tomorrow to play with ya.
whee~ i miss you. :(
the end.
9:54 PM
oops. dint scan properly.