me.



huien





L O V E S.


- NING!

- YOU!


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Ning


YJ
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March 2008



listen up.



Friday, February 29, 2008

being
desperate or devoted?


Happy Leap year!

alright.
this week passes really fast.
its saturday tml.
and its our last weekends in Singapore!
can you believe it.
we'll will be flying off next coming weekend.
dont know if i shld be happy.
kinda lost the excitement though.
and
i've a bad feeling abt it.
smth bad is bound to happen.
:/
hope im wrong.
*cross fingers.

whats installed for this weekends?
homework.
homework.
:
thats all i can said.
the teachs are like pushing us now.
really pushing us hard.
the amt of hmwrk they give.
its like.
WOAH.

and i get tired easily lately.
speaking of it.
im startng to feel really tired now.
Goodnight ppl!


i cant explain this feeling.
but i just keep thinking abt it everyday.


tag replies!
:)


jesLYN-
hahas.
alright.
i'll drop by your blog.
anw,
you take care yars.
get well soon.
:)


Hiro-
hahas.
stupid.
im not going to scold that.
cause
totally not worth it.
to get my mouth all shitty.
:)


BITTERgirl-
hahas.
yeah.
maybe i shld set up a anti club.
:)


the end.
10:57 PM

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Bitches.
just wouldnt stop bitching would they.


man.
dont you have a life?
or your life is just simply so pathetic.
that all your life
you just go around bitching about others
for who they are?
that i must say,
im really sorry for you.
and
you think your that great huh.
so what if you got all the money.

and so what if
money may make the world go round somehow.
still
this doesnt make you big im telling you.
money wont last you for eternity.
someday you'll need to depend on your own ass.
and work your own damn money.
and you know.
your shitty mouth wont bring you far.
thats for sure!
and
money wont buy you true friends okay.
so if you think having money
its alrd such a great deal.
and you have no intentions
of washing your shitty mouth with Listerine.
suit you!
i've forgiven you once.
and you simply took it for granted.
cause you think your that great now huh.
to me.
your just like a thorn in my flesh.
shit in my face!
i jolly well had enough of your freaking nonsenses.
that i never felt so piss before.
i've totally run out of patience with you.
that i might even scold you the F word
if you appear right before me now.
but.
i will not!
your aint worth dirtying my mouth.
cause i dont want my mouth
to end up as shitty as yours.
:)
and
i totally feel so sorry for you
that you have got such a pathetic life to live.
poor girl.

and
i may be a bitch
for who i am.
but you know, at least
im being myself.
then faking.
its so disgusting.
dont you feel plastic?

alright,
i seriously need to chill.
off for cold water.
with multiples of ice(s)!
and
im sorry guys.
if this post is kinda vulgar.
but im seriously too piss off.
that i need to vent it all out!!!
i had enough.
>:(



p.s. im sorry.
im not in the mood to reply tags today.
i'll reply anth day.


the end.
10:57 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

aint worthy.
for one's pain to be lessen by another's anguish.



its just my personality alright.


tuition tuition.
thats all the excitement i have now.
honestly.
who can live w/o a phone?
i doubt many can.
and i used to be one of those who cant.
but.
im use to living w/o a phone now.
and thats when.
the old stinky sticky public phone comes in handy.
just in case you ppl think
there's no longer anybody using the pay phone.
just think of ME.
:)
and if you ever
see someone in orchard road actually using a pay-phone.
im warning you!
dont you ever dare to laugh okay.
cause,
*whispers.
the person might be me.
hahas.


but actually
w/o my phone could actually do me good too.
like,
i got praised by my tutor today.
:D
teach: eh, stop sms-ing la.
(telling the boy sitting next to me.)
boy: cannot. my gf waiting.
wait la.
*the class was laughing.
teach: oi, you also.
how come your all like so busy ah.
(telling the gal opp me.)
see huien is the best.
she doesnt even take out her phone.
all shld learn from her ah.
(edited version.)

hahas.
and of cause i reacted a reaction
most wld react.
um-choy!
hahas.
dont find me sick alright.
cause im sure.
you guys will also react this way too.
dont you dare say no!
but frankly speaking.
its i dont have my phone with me.
otherwise, i wld have alrd taken it out
like the rest.
im aint that good gal after all.
:)

but
dont forget there's still the bad(s).
w/o a phone cld be really troublesome.
and.
whenever im alone.
i'll always wonder.
1) what if
i see someone dying on the street.
and i dont have a phone to call for the ambulance.
using a pay-phone
that means
i'll still need time to look for one.
by the time.
the person wld be dead.
hahas.
2) what if
i was gonna faint again like the other time.
i wont be able to call for help.
i'll probably just rot to death.
alright
there's still more of my wonders.
but i doubt you guys wld want to continue reading then.
hahas.


they never meant it.
when they say your always the one.



tag replies!
thanks for your tags.
it sure did cheer-ed me uppp!
:)


jesLYN-
its not that we want to be bossy la.
you'll understand
when your in our shoes in the years to come.
:)



BITTERgirl-
hahas.
you knew abt it too?!
anw
thanks alot.
:)
i feel better now.



SUGARgirl-
hahas.
and you knew abt it too?!
thanks for your tag.
i feel much better now.
:)
knowing not all sees me as a attention seeker.
*phew.



SPICYgirl-
and and you knew abt it too?!
hahas.
thank you.
:DD
anw
your words were really comforting to me.


s-
hey!
how're you?
er, your new no?
i dont have it.


the end.
11:59 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

your dumb.
if you believe her words.


sch was as usual.
nth special.
chem remedial was used for test instead.
sec4s were allowed to miss dance today!
due to the beijing briefing.
:)
the briefing sounds fun though.
the hotel looks good too.
cant wait to go!
i know you guys will miss me.
:D


time will heal.
that how i wish time wld pass faster.




tag replies.


jesLYN-
hahas.
yeah.
sure.
see you in dance gal.
:)


the end.
11:40 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

its valentine's day!
share your love.
Happy Valentine's Day peeps!


its valentine's day today.
our sch celebrated total defence day instead.
so its
strong total defence day!
since everyone is telling me its not happy.
anw
we had long hrs of talk.
i was like practically falling aslp.
:/
it was toooo long.
but i did learned smth.
i hope*



Big Thank you(s)
to those who made my 08v-day a memorable one!
:D
-ning!
(of cause, needless to say)
-Yj
-Melo
-Kraven
-Janice
-Joyce
-Carmen
-Jiajia
-Quel
-Ee Liu
-Janice(F41)
-alvin
-Emily
-Char
-Tania
-Meng Tian
-Daphie
-Wilson
-Shahrul
-Jingyi


thank you all for your gifts.
regardless of its size.
still
i really appreciated it
:)


pics at random order.
*not all the gifts are here though.
cause i have ate most them.
:P


i got beard papa for my dear(s).

rose from my dear, ning.

my nickname from my buddy.
:/







i've no idea why kraven got me this too.
:/
but i think im using it for facial.
hahas.
:)


from, carmen!
she's so cute.
a pebble picked from today's fire drill.
hahas.

im gonna put on lots of weight in no time.
:)



smth is missing.
its you.

Tag replies.
Happy v-day!
:)


lihui-
hahas.
no la.
not that many.
lesser then last year leh.
hahas.
alright, i will.
if there's shopping!
:)



SUGARgirl-
alright.
i wouldnt force you.
but im glad your a friend then an enemy.
:)
hahas.
yeah.
i've no idea either.
my blog is getting "tasty".



ning-
aiyo.
nice ah.
where got ugly.
but dont worry.
no shuai ge(s) vists my blog.
:)

SPICYgirl-
hahas.
thank you.
:)

SWEETgirl-
hahas.
thank you.
:)


BITERgirl-
i've no iea.

KRAVEN!-
hahas.
stupid.
you can be the Happygirl then.


YJ-
i dont know what to reply you.
:/

jesLYN-
hello!
im sorry.
but i dont rmb you.
:(
your from?

the end.
11:36 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

out of 10.
9 would die in the years to come.

sorry for the late wishing.
Happy Chinese New Year Guys!
hope everyone received many many angbao(s)!
:)


2 weekdays
and
2 weekends
sure passed real fast.
its back to the books tml!
argh.
the sight of it puts me to slp alrd.
:/
but
there's still smth to be happy about.
its been 4days i last seen all my dear(s)!
hope you guys are doing fine.
:)
see you soon.
esp ning!


here's a short summary
of what i had been up to for the pass few days.
06/02/08
wed.
-sch's CNY celebration!
-we performed, as usual.
dint went too well though.
:/

07/02/08
thur.
-bai nian at my house.
-went popo's house.
-the end.

08/02/08
friday.
-bai nian.
-went jiu gong's place.
-went pasir ris for visting.
-sat a cab who doesn know the route to pasir ris.
ended up at changi prison
and
ended up paying 20+ bucks.
:/
-gamble gamble.
i was the banker!
:D
-the end.

09/02/08
sat.
-woke up real early.
got my passport done.
waited for 3hrs++
-went OG with my mummy.
-the end.


10/02/08
today!
-went to curch.
its been ages!
-lunch with the family.
-went orchard with mummy.
-shopping!
-the end.
my 4 days just passed, like this.

random pic(s)

i've no idea why i took this too.
hahas.


with my dearest!

I LOVE HER.
and who doesnt know.
:D

my love, jiajia!

melo-lo-lo!

ning, daphie and mel.
:)
sweettt!

first day of achivements.
:)

my pig oh sis.
:)

second day of final achivement!
:)

my newly passport.
beijing here i come!

tag replies!
sorry for the late replies.
Happy Chinese New Year to all.
:)
Hiro-
hey!
hope your doing fine w/o my company.
i'll be getting it back pretty soon.
(i hope.)
:/
take care!

SUGARgirl-
Hello.
:)
thanks for your compliment.
hopefully i'll get back my phone soon.
:/
thank you.
anw.
mind telling me your name?

s-
you too.
take care man.
dont worry.
i'll call you when i get my phone back.
:)

lihui-
you too!
:)
sorry for the late wishing.
but im not too late.
hahas.
yeah!
and
i got free incoming.
can talk all day.

SALTYgirl-
hello.
pweety?
no such word eh?

the end.
10:30 PM

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Hello.
im wooden.

an empty heart.


maybe
its best you had no feelings.
then
you wouldnt give your trust to anyone.
you wouldnt give your love to anyone.
maybe
it best to be a loner.
no friends.
no company.


then
you wouldnt need to feel all
upset.
angry.
pain.
dumb.


one with no feelings
need not bother whats happening around them.
cause they cant even feel a thing.


tag replies!
hweh!

bert-
glad to hear your feeling better now.
its not the end yet.
so dont give up hope.
there's still Os to ping.
jiayou!
you can do it.
im always here supporting you.
see you soon.


quel-
dont worry.
see you soon in dance!
or zhou laoshi will be coming after me soooon.


lihui-
lihui!
im feeling much better alrd.
thank you.
i'll be back in sch soon.
hope to see you!


the end.
11:31 PM

Friday, February 1, 2008

To win
someone has to always give in.


Cheer Uppp my dearest bert.
:DD

yupp.
im home-ed.
missed sch today.
but there's no diff.
im still stuck with the damn books.
:/
but im glad to say
the fever has subsided though.
but still not feeling that good.
and
i guessed i've missed out quite number of stuff.
-sorry ning,
i wasnt around with you today.
:(
-sorry mel.
was supp to go out shopping with you.
-missed prefect's installation.
they did call out my name though.
:)
-heard about theft in sch.
what an unplesant thing.
and lastly.
-i miss my dear friends!
esp ning!
:(
cant wait to see you guys soon.
take care my dear(s)!


tag replies.
hello!


TangXp-
Hweh hweh!
yeah.
im feling a lil better now.
thank you.
:)
hahas.
your welcome.
im doing a free advertisment for you.
miss you too.


lihui-
lihui!
dont worry.
im strong.
:)
i'll be okay.
see you soon in sch!
miss you.


the end.
2:31 PM