blinded.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

i miss you guys!
quick come back. ):

我很想你你知道嗎.
Ding Ding!
alright.
day 2 is finally over.
Phew~
3 more days to go!
jia you jia you!!
the class is real small now.
it feels weird. :/
only me, ariel and daniel highs. :((
never mind.
*tells myself.
they are coming back!!!
my birthday is tomorrow.
im turning 15.
shouldn't i be feeling happy?
i dont know.
But it doesn't feel like it my birthday. )):
Lastly.
Thank you guys for the early wishing!
the champ- Selina! :)))
2nd runner up- ac! :))
3rd runner up- Alvin! :)
im sure there's more to come tml.
hahas.
why doesn't it feel the same anymore?
what happened?
one packet of tissue used. :((

the end.
9:58 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

oh no.
how am i gonna survive the days without you. :((

孤單
most are leaving for obs tomorrow. :((
and our class is gonna be smaller.
i think my class has the most number of people going. :/
do take care everyone! :))
have fun.
and train to be stronger.
you go guys!
and you!
better come back in one piece.
Thank you guys for everything! :D
it all has been appreciated. :)
although i may not show it.
but
having you guys as my buddies is all i could ask for. :))
thank you!
it was great.
*two thumbs up.
quick come back alright.

the end.
10:29 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Sigh...

how now?
what do i do?

爱情不是一道选择题.
woke up early today.
alright wasnt that early after all.
as i was still LATE for pw.
hahas.
phew~
jasmine called me.
if she hadnt called i doubt i would had woke up.
thanks jasmine.
and i got caught under the rain on the way to school. :/
was wet.
soggy soggy feeling.
EEEWW~
presented pw and went home.
tuition-ed.
then went to the hospital.
as my popo has been admitted to the hospital. :((
i hope she gets well soon.
waited for 3+ hours outside the hospital.
still dint get to see her.
wasnt feeling too well.
so i headed home first.
hope she's alright. :/
Happy Birthday Emily! :)
Where can I run so I won't feel alone.

the end.
9:45 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

is it a must?
only after losing.
then you'll start to treasure?

我想要说.
its weird.
i dont know if i should be happy or what.
but lately everyday seems to be my birthday. :/
people keep wishing me Happy Birthday.
but its not my birthday. :(
my birthday is on august the first.
*hint hint to those who dont know ah.
hahas.
but
if everyday would to be my birthday it wont be special already.
that is why birthdays are only held once a year. :))
and
im turning 15 soon!!
a year older.
(more matured, though im quite already.)
hahas.
hmmm,
still dont know if i should go for cip or project work tomorrow. :/
Happy Birthday Pamela!! :))
我只想要和你在一起.

a look alike sunflower(daisy) from TANIA!
THANK YOU TANIA! :D
i LOVED it.
it was really sweet of you. :)
*hugs.

the end.
10:31 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

all i wanted was to have fun.
i dint mean anything.

im sorry. :(

都为了爱爱爱.

school was as usual.
B-O-R-I-N-G. :/
i thought i'll be okay if i went to school today.
guess i was wrong.
i started to feel really unwell during dance. :(
i hate the feeling to be sick.
though i get to skip school ah. hehe.
sorry to got you guys worried.
dont worry.
im alright.
HuiEn is strong. :D
okay, i guess you all are going eeee.
never mind.
i know myself can already.
hahas.

and i wanna say a
BIGGGG THANK YOU
to all who had shown me care & concern. :))
and others for their entertainment. :))
ee leng for her ice pact.
did helped my burning head cool down.
and not to forget, my dearest ning. :))
she walked me all the way home today.
lucky me.
must be envying me right. i know.
hahas.
some more right to my doorstep. :D
scare i faint ah.
hahas.

it was really sweet of her.
thank you!
i will always remember this day 26/07/07!
the very first time ning walked me home.
it was memorable.
I LOVE YOU NING! :))

thats all for today.
the end. :)

Happy Birthday Bert! :D

its easy to fall, but hard to get up.

the end.
7:57 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

guess i'll never understand.
i may think i know everything.
in fact.
there was nothing i knew.
a dream i wished would never come true.
school was kinda quiet today.
as kl & ariel were not around. :(
they had been missed.

dance-
went late.
got to skipped 1/3 of ji ben gong. :))
hahas.
dance was as usual.
just that we finally need not stay back after ji ben gong.
cause monday is juniors day.
yeah~
spent time with my dearest ning. :)
and it was home.
thats all for today.
the end.
ning wasnt really herself today.
even i dont know what to do.
im at lost.
i feel so helpless. :((
wo men shou qian shou. wo men yi qi zou.
A love like yours is hard to find.

the end.
10:30 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

what else more?

i cried a lot of tears, faced a lot fears to get this far.
but still

all this isnt enough.

aint strong.

dint really slept much ytd.
and due to lack of sleep.
now,
i got eye bags!!!
*EEEEE.
hahas.

this morning i received a weird call.
i was half awake then.
when i picked up the call .
the person on the phone kept claiming she was downstairs my house.
asked me to stop playing.
and
quick come down.
i went huh?
you know where i stay?
and i kept asking who're you?
then.

she answered

im your good friend.
i was like.
my good friend?
qian ning?
she doesnt sound like this.
and
she just went.
stop playing, quick come down.
after chatting with her on the phone for nearly 10mins.
i was abit sober.
you call the wrong number is it?
she claim NO!

but guess she realised she dialed the wrong no.
she say she will call me back.
until now.
she hasnt.

hahas!

dumb.

it was tuition after that.
i was feeling really sleepy.
plus the weather.
it was cold.
suitable for sleeping. :/
almost everyone was late for tuition today.
and.
finally
there's a GAL in my tuition.
whee~
but she came really late.
almost everyone forget to bring their calculators today.
so we were particularly snatching to use the calculators.
it was funny.
and.
*whispers.
i dint know how to switch off the calculator after using.
i was like figuring out.
yuan lai.
it will automatically switch off.
hahas.
i was so pai-seh.
but its not.
i swagu hor.
its the calculator old model.
hahas.

it was still drizzling after tuition.
strolled my way back.
what a day.
i learnt my lesson. :/
(today and yesterday)
NOT to response to attracting attention noises.
scary~
in need of something to rest on.
messy.
messy feeling i have.

the end.
7:40 PM

so near yet so far.
things has change.
for the better?
I guess.

its 4am+ now.
and im still up.
i must be an owl in my previous life,
hahas.
okay.
i just cant get to sleep.
:/
my heart has gone all numb.
my eyes feels like a chocked sink.

you must be a storyteller.
since you love telling stories.

and
just what exactly have i done to you.
you tell me!
one day.
my patience for you.
is bound to run out.

we cant have both.
if you dint know.
your presences does make a difference to me. :)

the end.
4:35 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

all is kept in the heart.
left unsaid.
if only you could feel it.

its another sleepless night for me. :/
everyone is asleep now.
leaving me all awake. :(
lonely me.
but
it okay.
i still got emo. :)
im bored~
anyone still awake to talk to me?
guess not.
i shall talk to myself then. :D

the end.
1:52 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

every smile i smile.
it hurts even deeper.

ernie plays soccer! :D

i played soccer during pe today!
for the first time.
though i dint know how to play at all.
but still.
i enjoyed myself.
sure laughed alot. :)
everyone was funny.
and entertaining.
today school wasnt that boring.
lots of laughter.
since i got to school in the morning.
i had been laughing and laughing. :)
and
kengling, jasmine and ee leng had fun scaring people.
i was one of the victim! :/
(as usual)
so bad of them ah.
hahas.
but still.
they were funny.
sure made me laughed. :)
thanks guys!
today is a happy day for me.
i received a SUNFLOWER from Janice & Joyce. :)
it was really sweet of them.
thank you!
i really loved it.
and.
i LOVE you guys. :)
thats all for today.
end of my day. :)
days without ning. :(
i miss ning~
a picture of my sunflower. :D
(showing off)

words on the stem.
it dint came along.
it was written by jasmine.
she killed the flower.
hahas.

i maybe neglecting you for now.
im sorry. :(
but.
i just dont know how to face you.

the end.
9:23 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

just what do you want?
accuse accuse.
is that all you know?

ernie gone dead.
just when everything doesnt seem to be going right.
you feel like its the end.

i wasnt myself today. :(
sorry guys.
lessons were per normal.

but
there was a slight change in geography lesson.
miss chuang told us stories about her!
hahas.
it was funny.
miss chuang sure can be real funny at times.
got home straight.
and stuck my ass to the bed the whole day. :D
shiok!
sleep is when you feel free from all problems.
thats all for today.

a whole new day tomorrow. :)
every little actions from you.
just touches me.
and.
i must
all has been appreciated.
thank you. :)

the end.
8:55 PM

here comes emo.

things always tend to turn out bad.
when everything seems to be going well. :(
wth.

i wish i could just sleep and find myself in a another world when i get up.
a land of dead.
a wish hoping to come true.

the end.
12:36 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007

cut the act.
when will all this come to an end?

shout all your problems out.
and you'll feel better. :)

i miss ning! :(
she's at tuition now.
waiting for her to get back.

today.
my partner was kinda high.
thats not really herself.

but still

she sure entertained me!
thanks partner! :)

and

lesson was the same.

dance-
went late.
(thought can skip some ji ben gong.)
but when we got there.
they just started. =.=
in the end.
li laoshi had a big talk again.
sooooo.
we only did half of the ji ben gong.
and....
we are going for seoul garden soonnn!
YESSSS!
hahas.
i've been waiting for it. :D
can eat!
yum-yum.
imagine all the food we are gonna have.
yeah!
hope it wont be canceled in the end.
*crossing fingers.

HIPHIP!
i ate a doughnut today. :D
its been ages i ate one.
yum-yum.
tasty.
and
thanks to kok chun for the doughnut. :)

oya!

i have a announcement to make. :)
listen up.
im angry!
hahas.
okay.
actually not really.
cause i knew it was you guys!
i knew the culprits was none other then.
JASMINE AND KENGLING.
they were the ones who un-tied my shoelaces!
and i dint know how to tie them back. :(
so.
i was like a freak.
with weird shoelaces on my shoes. :'(

im really worried alright. :(
here are some photos taken during yesterday night's dinner. :)
tadaaa~

on the way there! :D

smile. :))

bu kui mother like daughter ah.
hahas.

awww~
perfect couple.
my daddy and mummy. :)

YEAH!

CHEESE! :D
(oh my gosh. we look so retarded. hahas.)

opps.
thats just my sis and cousin.

HAPPY 85th BIRTHDAY TO MY POPO! :D

make a wish.
and.
blow the candles away~

yeah.
and
its cutting of cake.
finally.
everyone is waiting to eat it! :D
*whispers.
(esp me. hahas.)

this is only 1/5 of the whole family.

its MINE! :)

tired~

the end. :)

the end.
8:21 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i got a good friend!

and

i love her for who she is. :)

this is my very good friend!
Tan Qian Ning! :D

hahas.

she maybe so idiot at times.
but.
who cares.
i still
LOVE HER! :)

there's tuition later. :/

sian.
its SUPER boring.
the teach just talks and talks and talks.
while i just stone there.
after tuition we'll be going for family dinner!
my mummy's mother birthday dinner.
sure got bao yu, yu chi. :)
yum-yum.
hahas.
okay.
thats all for today.
wont be around later on.
dont miss me. :D
hahas.

post for today.
its all about.
how much i love my good friend, NING! :)
ning.
see this!
feel honoured.
hahas.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR! :)

your as important to me . :)

the end.
3:39 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

second time posting today. :)
im hardworking.

hahas.

MORE PHOTOS TAKEN DURING ARTS NITE! :D

TADAAA~

do~
re~

mi~
fa~

yo - yo - yo!
GMSS Dance Club very own dudes.
hahas.

America's next top model?
nope.
GMSS Dance Club next top model.

bu shuang!
okay.
expect for quel.
she smiling.

smile. :)

cheese!
and.
boo!

pause.

li laoshi and the threes. :)

the threes! :)

we always take standing.
for once.
is lying. :)

my buddy!
*starts singing.
isnt she lovely~
isnt she wonderful~
alright.
isnt she cute!
hahas.

yum-yum.
filling our stomach just before our performance.

potential mums.
hahas.

who says dancers aint macho.

our very own dance club Hi-5 gang.

first member up.
0!
daphie~
always giving the stupid face when you say smth lame.
hahas.

next~
1!
quel~
loves to laugh at her own jokes.
hahas.

tadaaa.
2!
ning~
speciality-
good at making stupid faces!
hahas.

yeahhh~
3!
its me~
im...
CRAZY!
hahas.

hehe~
4!
eeching~
real entertainer.
never fail to make us laugh. :)

last but not least!
5!
xiaomei~
she may seem quiet.
but she sure knows how to talk.
hahas.

the end.
9:38 PM

Like they cared.

they never cared.

but they only act like they cared. :(

ernie gone emo.

tagboard is uppp! :D
went for maths tuition today. :/

once again.
i was the only gal. :(

sometimes i really wonder if my tuition has gals.
sat at my usual corner.
loner.
today we were made to do alot of sums.
almost died.
i was bored to death.
kept shaking my leg.
hahas.

in order to stay awake. :/

and i realised i shacked too hard.
that the table was moving!

(maybe i can create earthquake. :D)

hahas.

and
the guy sharing the table with me pencils' fell onto the ground.

hahas.

i was so pai-seh. :/
tuition ended late again.
he never seem to let us off on time.
not even once man.

lady luck isnt on my side today. :/

while

i was walking home.
there was this wet patch.

guessed i missed it.
as i happened to stepped on it.
and.

just nice i was wearing the slippers with NO-GRIP today.
i slip and almost fell.
phew~

i hold onto to the pole near me.
i fell half way only. :D

hahas.

wasnt that pai-seh.

thats all for today. :)

the end~

more arts nite pictures coming up~

everything around us may had change.
things between us may had change too.
but.
there's one thing still kept the same.
my feelings for you.

the end.
9:33 PM

whats happening?
i wish i knew.

i feel a distance from everyone now. :(

the end.
10:30 AM

Friday, July 13, 2007

its okay.

whats not meant to be yours.
will never be yours.

its friday today.
yeah~

means the weekends are here.
no school!

there's nothing much to blog about today.
my life seem to lost its excitement.
got home straight after school today.
ate my lunch.
and it was KUNNING.
slept for almost the whole day.
guess i wont be sleeping much tonight. :/

thats all for today.
do check out our share blog for more pics taken during arts nite! :)

love or friends?

the end.
9:48 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

a few out of hundreds pics we took during arts nite. :))

the first night.
29/06/07