good things come when you least expect them.
is that true?
i could hear laughter and voices around me.
but none was for me.
that was when I found a new friend.
called.
lonely.
Today is Sunday.
Sunday is supposed to be a family day.
right?
yupp.
But.
we RARELY had such days.
never mind.
Woke up late today.
had to rushed to church.
then church ended.
got my lunch from sp's longjohn.
met Emily with xinying.
she was shocked to see me alone.
Emily : Eh, you alone?!
how come?!
me : *stoned. (dint really know how to ans.)
yar.
that was when the thought of.
mi really lonely?
started running through my mind.
I thought about it real looong since then.
and finally came to a conclusion.
maybe.
im not that lonely after all.
as I still got my mp
and you and you with me.
so, its alright. :)
took a 10-15mins of nap before tuition started. :/
after tution.
Mummy FORCED me to go for the neighbour's bbq.
which i dint want to alright.
she was FORCING. :(
forget it.
i surrendered.
and.
just went down.
the bbq was partically ALL GUYS LA.
WTH.
but, HENG.
*song le yi kuo da qi.
i still got my jiejie.
she and i were the only two gals.
besides all the aunties and ah-mas there.
it was totally AWKWARD.
but soon.
the sufferings all ended.
Thank God!
today.
i really tried to care for my sister.
i really tried comforting her.
and tried explaining some stuffs to her.
but all she claims that i was reprimanding her.
FROGET IT! >.<>
not like her's.
SUPERB.
and whenever we get into an argument.
my parents tends to side her.
what about me? :(
nobody cares.
sometimes.
i feel like running away from home. :'(
but.
i know.
thats not the best way to solve it.
i should face it instead.
HuiEn is strong.
i can do it! :)
yeah!!
(encourages myself)
No matter what happens tomorrow.
I’ll still be the happy old me. :)
My life brought unhappiness.
it was a burden to all.
I took another’s life away.
do they actually hate me?
maybe they do.
just that they don’t say.
sometimes I don’t feel belonged.
I feel as if im a stranger.
maybe this is just the way things are.
you know i'll be right here with you
going through all thick and thin.
so.
FRET NOT!
i wont ever leave you till the day you choose to leave me.
the end.
9:35 PM
