If only i could be like the rest.
im sick and tired of the prickling feeling it gives.
i hate the sight of needles.
i hate it!
dance is back to its busy busy schedule once again.
i thought after syf.
things would be much easier.
looks like im wrong.
we got only a couple of weeks to complete a dance for arts night.
the steps aint that easy.
its challenging though.
but.
SUPER TIRING.
thanks to it.
im gonna have frequent bad headaches for now.
someone please get panadols ready for me.
im sure i'll be in need of it for the next few weeks.
thanks. :)
you lair!
i hate it when you always lie.
and you just wont admit.
i hate it!
i hate it!
i hate it!
why cant you stop lying and be honest with me for once.
im telling you.
im done.
i had enough with all your nonsenses.
i cant take it anymore.
so.
please leave me alone.
your my sister.
yet you still hurt me badly.
how could you.
i really wanted to hate you.
but.
i just cant bring myself to do it.
cause i still love you jiejie.
you guys were really GREAT.
and.
i really really did appreciate you all being by my side.
but.
the love showered by you all.
just makes me wanna HATE myself even even more as each day passes.
i must say.
im sorry to let you all down.
i know.
like you say.
sorry wont help now.
instead
i should bring myself back together.
but.
i tried. :(
im must say.
im really grateful for all you all had did for me.
and i wanna say.
THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS! :)
and.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
and.
you guys can STOP worrying about me alright.
Huien is getting strong.
i'll be okay.
i wish i could disappear into thin air right now.
the end.
9:40 PM
