i always wanted to take the ambulance.
:)


Goodbye subway.
no more
-hi, welcome.
-bye. thank you, see you again.
the days of subway are over.
and its back to the books!
BORING.
:/

12/12/07.
is the day i guess i'll never forget.
the day i tht i was leaving earth.
leaving everything behind left undone.
leaving all my loves ones w/o bidding goodbye.
leaving all my pain behind.
i guess
leaving all my pain behind was the only reason
i so wanted to give up then.

it was totally not my day.
lady luck was not by my side.
:(
but God was.

everything just dint went well that very day.
i over slept.
:/
and was super duper late for work.
got to work just before the lunch crowd got in though.
phew~
then got scolded by an customer.
crazy old angmoh.
saying that he price of sandwich was too expensive.
and this is what he had.
-cct ($4.30)
-add bacon ($1)
-reg coffee ($1.80)
-1 cookie ($1.10)
total- $8.20
being a cashier isnt as easy as i tht after all.
i kept explaining to him.
but he just kept yelling at me!
:(
which got the attention of the lunch crowd.
everyone's eyes were all focused at me.
i was sooooo embarrassed!
i dint know what to do.
i cried for my manager.
yaya! (big mama)
and big mama came to my rescue.
phew~
giving that old stingy stinking angmoh a 10% off.
and he finally shut up.
what a day.
but this wasnt the end.

after the busy hours.
i finally had the time to go to the toilet and release myself.
:S
while washing my hands.
out of the sudden.
I really dont know why.
the toilet seemed to be spinning non-stop.
andi felt like my energy was all being sucked up.
i barely even had the strength to stand.
i fell backwards.
and
there was totally no one in the toilet
to come to my rescue then.
just my luck.
:/
i reached for my phone.
but i couldnt even dialed a number.
then
shit!
my lungs started to get on me.
it went all tight.
next sec.
i knew i had difficulty breathing.
and
my tummy started to ache.
the pain was totally unendurable.
everything was like out to get me.
i tht i was really gonna die then.
but i wasnt.
its just not my time yet.

an aunty (cleaner of the toilet)
knew i was from subway.
she asked if i was okay.
i think.
i was semi unconscious then.
but this is what a person wld ask a person at such circumstances.
so shld be la.
and she got my asst manager down.
siti.
if im not wrong.
siti kept going
ah gal!
ah gal!
she even slapped me.
:/
tried to kept me conscious.
and she kept talking to me.
i dont now what though.
but she kept asking if im okay.
then she got big mama down.
big mama carried me out of the toilet.
man.
she's sure machou.
:D

then
they called the ambulance down.
caused
they totally dint know what to do.
sway sway.
the ambulance was caught in the jam.
according to them.
and took nearly half an hour.
ohmygod.
i really felt like dying then.
while waiting for the ambulance to arrive.
i couldnt stop crying out your name. :(
the ambulance arrived.
got me on the stretcher thingy.
and headed for the ambulance.
ohmygod.
and
i am so embarrassed.
we actually made a round singpost to get to the ambulance.
caused
it was raining then.
guess the whole singpost saw me
in my ugly state!
:S

alright.
cut shorttt.
a lesson learned.
:/

and im on a week mc.
for what?
when i dont need it alrd.
sneaked out of house the next day.
and went for my very last day of work.
i know its wrong.
but its my last day.
heng my mummy dint find out.
:/

HuiEn has really gotten stronger alright.
i managed to
bared with the discomfort for the whole day.
bided goodbye with everyone.
yasser (one of my colleague)
even came down to let me take his order for the very last time.
i was really touched.
i almost cried.
everyone say their goodbye speech(s).
mother marge cried.
followed by siti.
but
i told myself i wouldnt cry.
and
i did it!
i dint even teared.
:)

alright.
i've finally come to an end of my super long post.
and i wonder hows my dear friend.
tan qianning doing!
i hope your fine.
we've lots to catch up!
:)
and i also hope.
my partner janice is doing fine.
my buddies,
daniel & alvin.
my brother,
sly.
and all my dear friends.
take care everyone!

i'll be back soon, i guess.

not to live in the past
but to live in the present.

ps. check out our share blog.
en&ning.
:)

the end.
1:21 AM

Heehaw.
life still carries on.

home from work!
sometimes.
i just love the customers.
they really cheer me uppppp lots.
whereas for some.
they totally screw my day uppp even mooore.
and i just feel like slapping them strgt in the face.
i just dont understand why they wanna be such a pain to ppl.
ass-holes!

i dont know if i say the right thing.
i was just being honest.
i hope you wont take it personal.
but i doubt you can even read this.
:/
sorry.

easier said than done.
said and done.
the end.

anddddddd.
i love my dearest friend,
TAN QIANNING!

dont worry about me.
im doing pretty fine.
no silly stuffs.
promised.
we'll meet up soon!
:D

tag replies!

sly-
yeah.
im not ashamed to be a les.
:)
huh.
what abit?

quel-
you've been missed.
glad your back.
:)
hope so.
i doubt they will do anything for us.
:/

the end.
12:55 AM

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Happy sixth?
i miss us. :(
with my dearest ning!
:D

i love you.

we sure had fun.
:D
i love you my dear!
its been ages we spent almost a day tgt.
and
thank you for accompanying me.
if not i wouldnt know what would had happened to me.
:/
(picture will be posted in our share blog.)
do pop by!
:)

im glad to say!
ROD is finally over!
HIPHIP.
:D
rod was held ytd on the 5th.
mel's bday!
the weather was bad though.
couldnt stop raining.
till 8pm++
(i think.)
still.
we managed to get over with it.
it isnt a easy job.
i doubt i would wanna plan a next rod.
:/

still.
thank you everyone for your help & support.
without each and everyone's help.
i doubt we could even had this rod.
thank you all for coming.
:)
though the weather was super jialat.
:/

THANK YOU(s)
-seniors.
-ning.
-janice.
-bk.
-joyce.
-mel.
-daphie.
-ee ching.
-stella.
and the rest of the dancers!
:)
(sorry, cant rmb all. old alrd. :/)

although it wasnt as fun as it was supp to be.
at least we got over with it.
:(

tada!
the pictures shall speak for the day.

everyone feels love.
in my small lil cosy room.
:)

bbq-ing under the rain.
:/
poor mother.
gotta hold the umbrella.
:(

everyone working hard!
:)

stealla & mel under an.. umbrella.
ella~ ella~
hahas.

jane is sure hardworking.
:)
thank you gal.

thats me!
wrapping the wettt tables with newspaper.
:)

ouchhh.
hot~
like me!

hahas.
alright, just kidding.

waiting for food.
hungry~

Birthday gal!
:)

oops.
stella got cut out.
:/

mel, shuai ge is here la!
(i dont know who's the camera man for this pic though.)
hahas.

awww.
so sweet.
ning!~ where're you?!
hahas.

satay!!!
yum-yum!

Happy Belated Birthday Mel! :)

after the clearing.
resting~

yeah!~
finally over.
:D

sad to say.
some couldnt make it.
:((
-prefects had the stupid camp.
(but i dint go. :D)

-quel
who went for her camp.

-jiajia
who went genting.

-juniors
overseas.

you guys were missed!
:(

take care everyone.
see ya soon!
:)

tag replies!
hello.
:)

anonymous-
yup!
and im proud to say im a lesbian!
:D

sly-
eh.
when was i.
dont anyhow ah.

ning-
awww.
my laogong is back to speak up for me yeah.
:))

the end.
11:30 PM

Sunday, December 2, 2007

every
beginning has an ending.

countless.

Home-ed all day today.
couldnt get myself out of bed.
my damn freaking migraine is back.
:/
slept the whole entire day.
and
i have just wasted almost an entire day of my life by sleeping.
i left with less than 4hrs for today.
and how am i gonna spent these few hrs.
hmmmm.
(let me think)
getting myself
-all angry over someone whose not worth it?
nah.
-all upset over someone whose not worth it?
nah.
-not giving a damn about it?
yeah!
:)
cause
i have totally no more energy to get angry or upset.
my whole body feels stiff.
i dont feel like moving.
the fever is getting on me.
:S

night shift tml.
:/
followed by the following day.
i'll be working my very first OT this tuesday.
:)
every tue is when subway does their spring cleaning.
we scrub the floor!
hahas.
doesnt it feel like cinderella?
i was telling everyone.
siti our asst manager was our evil step-mother.
:D
hahas.
and lets just wait for our prince charming to rescue us.
:))
so far.
the latest record for OT is 2am.
lets see if we're gonna break the record.
wish me luck in being "cinderella"for a night.
hahas.

i'll be leaving subway soon.
:(
and its back to the books!
B-O-R-I-N-G!

wondering hows my dear friend
qianning.
doing right now.
i miss you gal!
:(
too bad.
you cant feel the anger with me!
>:(
HMPH.

heartbreak?
i don't know why they call it heartbreak.
It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.
:(

tag replies-

ning-
thank you.
im alright.
:)
yar.
I miss you my dear!
:(

Jt-
=.=
jealous?
im not!
nth to be jealous about.
im being a hero everyday myself.
:D
i've the heroes meal almost everyday.
hahas.

the end.
8:58 PM