held my cellphone
in my hand.
wondering whose number i could dial.
hesitated.
who will be up at and such a early hour.
even
those who're just a phone call away.
are probably in deep slp now.

and there's church to attend.
in less than a few hours.
cause its
Good Friday.

you never did like me
from the very start.

the end.
4:30 AM